Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i happened to be talking to samuel. and we chatted about what im going to do in the months to come. of course there was the past.. like the seasports days and al. i'm pleasantly surprised that he remembered many things, some things so small, it got lost in those ruffled memories till he reminded me. they were so long ago. so very long ago. but it really shows something. it shows how sincere someone really is. and i feel good knowing i've such a senior who's now a friend. (: a very good friend. so if you ever happen to be reading this post. thank you. for your help, advice, for listening and most of all for being a true friend. i appreciate it. oh, and all the best with your girlfriend! (: (: (:i was talking to roy today. i guess i drove him to away or something. was talking about clubbing. and i proposed my cynical view about it to him. perhaps i went overboard in whatever i said. perhaps, but i seriously don't think so. i guess, the one thing i got from chin when he was around, was perhaps the very different and interesting view point which i haven't yet managed to get from anyone else. i suppose i was expecting that from roy too. guess it didn't turn out so well. and i'm really sorry roy. my deepest and most sincere apologies... sometimes i think ______ more like a big brother to me. more than anything in the world. sometimes i think i love him more of a brother or a best friend. its a pity he doesn't think the same way. it would have been so great. so wonderfully amazing. ...maybe the person i was looking for to talking was right in front of me i just had no idea.
- everything's just temporary;
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